too bad

The is no way in the world that Beverly Hills Cop could get made today.  Unfortunate

song of today

song of today

shimmy shimmy shake

So yesterday I got let go from my job because my boss thought that the tremor in my hand might cause customers to be uncomfortable.  Total bullshit.  I would have quit the place soon, but it would have been nice to have another job lined up when I did.  When I have shared the reason for me the firing the first reaction has been that the circumstances were on the edge of workplace discrimination.  At first I didn't think it fell under such a blanket; but last night I did a bit of research into the matter.  From my research I realized that it really is bordering on, if not fully under that blanket.  Not cool.  Maybe something I should do something about (or at least look into doing something about).

This might get kind of interesting, might not.

leave me alone

I wish you would leave me alone; but thoughts of you just won't go away.   I'm sure if you read this you probably would, which makes me feel even shittier.  Dammit. Ain't nothing better than lose/lose situations.

annoying

I'm feeling more like myself than I have in a few weeks, which is awesome.  Over the course of the last two weeks my mind broke.  I hit bottom.  Now that I'm getting back up it feels awesome, I just wish I could take someone with me.  Instead of coming along she is pulling away and falling deeper into her own hole.  I've been telling myself this more and more lately; but it might finally be time to let go.   I really wish I wanted to.  

on a different yet related note; I'm pretty sure that girls who aren't doing some kind of birth control think I'm better looking than the ones who are.