stepping over the past

 so this shit I wrote on here awhile ago almost got me in trouble. sucks when shit from your past comes up to bite you in the ass. especially when the past was fucking dark and the present is bright and fucking awesome. stupid.  I think I got things sorted out, but there is some irony in the situation.  the topic of the post that triggered it all is the reason I became more aware of the fact that things on a blog are in public domain and that anybody can see it.   I guess I should have listened.   oh well, I went to sleep with a smile on my face and I woke up with the cause of those smiles laying next to me.
 my girlfriend is so cool.  this morning she said one of my favorite lines anybody has ever said around me; I won't share it though, I've learned my lesson.


months later as I come back to this and the world is entirely different than it was when I wrote this.  now imagine having sex for the entire length of Ghostbusters with an incredibly beautiful girl (seriously, we started the movie in the living room, immediately went to the bedroom and by the time we were walking to the kitchen to get some water the credits were done rolling), imagine laying next to her wonderfully naked body and hearing her say "do you want to put on the new star trek movie?", imagine having to wake up to go to work but leave her there to sleep in, now imagine coming home a few hours later to find her still in bed and still naked; now here comes the line, "come here, let's finish watching Star Trek" (it was worded better than that, but who really cares).  This girl put me on the highest high, then she broke me, but she definitely filled up the bank.  climbing into bed and getting head while watching star trek after coming home from a really early work day then have her be perfectly alright with you going back to sleep, blah blah blah....

I can't imagine a better girlfriend than her.  she is going to make somebody so happy one day, my only hope is that he makes her happy.  karmic residue or not she deserves to be loved deeply by someone who makes her even more happy than I did for a few months over the summer.  she deserves someone who will make her happy for the rest of her life.  I miss her (12/2/10).  Fuck, I need to pay rent.

some more tron shit

lightcycle game

newest tron trailer

seriously

alright, so there is the whole hipstamatic iphone app thing.  It really does make the camera on the iphone into something cool, the pictures can turn out super cool looking and the app does really cool things when it comes to fucking with the light in the pic.  But come on; to all the people posting hipstamatic pictures on your facebook who think they are way cooler than all of the people who take regular pictures and post them, you're probably not.   Putting pictures on facebook is a bit of ego-visual-masturbation.

I'm all about posting pictures online, but do you really need to include "hipstamatic" into the title of the album you put them in? It's pretty obvious what they were taken with, and it's also pretty obvious you just want to post pictures of yourself and your friends online. You're just as cool and your friends are just as cool in a regular picture as you would be in a normal picture.

Pictures of recent meals used to be what I thought was lamest, now it is albums titled "my hipstamatic prints".

When the eventual transformation of hipstamtic into passematic happens will you all take down the pictures, or will you leave them up knowing that people are no longer impressed by your app usage?

newest light project

City of Music: Solid Gold from MPLS.TV on Vimeo.

what?

Still struggling with reality at this point.   Part of me still thinks I am imagining it all.  Like I said last night while watching Scarlett's character in Lost in Translation with the RYT "I didn't think that smart, hot, funny, creative girls who hang out in little tank-tops and cute underwear actually existed.  I thought they were a myth; but now I have my very own and I am a lucky guy"  Those lines sum up this past week and weekend.

hunting

I'm feeling like the zebra and I couldn't be happier. it's fun to be hunted and caught by such a fine feline specimen.  I'm a lucky dude, I won without having to play the game.

smiles

Dropped a few things and sources of stress. Soon after I was recently found and tracked down by a source of happiness and relaxation.  It's amazing how fast some things can change.  Just had a radical turn-around.  This is great.