stepping over the past

 so this shit I wrote on here awhile ago almost got me in trouble. sucks when shit from your past comes up to bite you in the ass. especially when the past was fucking dark and the present is bright and fucking awesome. stupid.  I think I got things sorted out, but there is some irony in the situation.  the topic of the post that triggered it all is the reason I became more aware of the fact that things on a blog are in public domain and that anybody can see it.   I guess I should have listened.   oh well, I went to sleep with a smile on my face and I woke up with the cause of those smiles laying next to me.
 my girlfriend is so cool.  this morning she said one of my favorite lines anybody has ever said around me; I won't share it though, I've learned my lesson.


months later as I come back to this and the world is entirely different than it was when I wrote this.  now imagine having sex for the entire length of Ghostbusters with an incredibly beautiful girl (seriously, we started the movie in the living room, immediately went to the bedroom and by the time we were walking to the kitchen to get some water the credits were done rolling), imagine laying next to her wonderfully naked body and hearing her say "do you want to put on the new star trek movie?", imagine having to wake up to go to work but leave her there to sleep in, now imagine coming home a few hours later to find her still in bed and still naked; now here comes the line, "come here, let's finish watching Star Trek" (it was worded better than that, but who really cares).  This girl put me on the highest high, then she broke me, but she definitely filled up the bank.  climbing into bed and getting head while watching star trek after coming home from a really early work day then have her be perfectly alright with you going back to sleep, blah blah blah....

I can't imagine a better girlfriend than her.  she is going to make somebody so happy one day, my only hope is that he makes her happy.  karmic residue or not she deserves to be loved deeply by someone who makes her even more happy than I did for a few months over the summer.  she deserves someone who will make her happy for the rest of her life.  I miss her (12/2/10).  Fuck, I need to pay rent.

some more tron shit

lightcycle game