the previous evening

I had a good time last night.  It was pointed out to me that I always spend much of my time at concerts backstage as opposed to out on the floor.  I was asked if it was because I don't like crowds, I said no I don't mind crowds.  I had fun, but after being told that I do wish that I would have spent more time in front.  I didn't really talk to any of my enduring friends and this morning I wish I had.  I feel like I missed out, but at the same time I enjoyed myself.  No real point to this, just a bit of venting.  I really do wish I would have hung out with people more; I also wish the end of the night had gone on a little longer.  I should have taped the show, it would be interesting to see how stupid my bad timing made things look.   Who cares, I had fun, the guys played well, they sold a bunch of merch, the rest of my friends who played did it really well, and the last bit of my night was nice.  There were a lot of people I didn't talk to though, and there are a few I wish I would have talked to more.  Of course there are a whole group of people who I don't really like talking to, avoiding them is a big reason I stay out of the way.  Some say this about me, but I'll say it now about some others; some people are just fucking annoying.