annoying

I'm feeling more like myself than I have in a few weeks, which is awesome.  Over the course of the last two weeks my mind broke.  I hit bottom.  Now that I'm getting back up it feels awesome, I just wish I could take someone with me.  Instead of coming along she is pulling away and falling deeper into her own hole.  I've been telling myself this more and more lately; but it might finally be time to let go.   I really wish I wanted to.  

on a different yet related note; I'm pretty sure that girls who aren't doing some kind of birth control think I'm better looking than the ones who are.