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odd concerns accompany odd situations.  what am I doing? what do I plan to get out of it? do I have an agenda or not? if an agenda exists and never comes to fruition will I continue anyway? It would be simple to walk away, but I don't think it's the right thing to do.  If only things hadn't been so good

I'm pretty sure the majority of the population would handle things differently if it was them.  

What exactly am I doing?