words

words really can kill.  I forget where that comes from, but today I finally experienced how true it is.  Today a single word killed something that I held very dear.  I don't know what to say.  Angry, hurt and offended are what came to me as a reply, but I don't actually have the words to explain what it really feels like to have something vanish the way it did today.  I use words and pictures and colors to explain the world, but right now it's all blank.  Something died in me.  I wish being sad was enough, instead I just want to say goodbye.  Goodbye